Showing posts with label random musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random musings. Show all posts

Feb 25, 2011

Scars of War


... And she puts on warpaint,
           so no one can see the scars,

...And she paints a happy smile across her mouth,
         so no one looks into her eyes and realizes she is anything but.



I'm only laughing on the outside / My smile is just skin deep /
If you could see inside I'm really crying / You might join me for a weep
-The Joker 

Sep 11, 2010

A Change of Perspective

How do you know if your world has crashed?
How can you tell one thing isn’t right when all of it is in disarray?
You need a frame of reference,
One thing to measure it by
One thing that stayed as it was, that didn’t crash
While everything around did…

But you notice not what stayed,
All you can see is the chaos,
All you worry about is what’s not there anymore
What can never come back…

It takes but a second to catch your own reflection
Off of some broken shiny object
To make you realize that you are the one thing that is still upright
The only thing that remained
Intact, if only by appearance…

It takes several moments more
For you to realize there is only one thing to do
Try and resuscitate whatever can be
And to clean up the mess the rest made

And as you try to start to do so
And fail at each attempt,
Just as you are about to give up,
You realize all you need is a change of perspective
All that crashed, was you
Everything else remained just the same as before


The biggest of problems seem minuscule when a new one comes along...
Expressing the only way I can...


Jul 18, 2010

Imploding

Similarities bore.
Differences frustrate.

I think it’s time I moved on.
I’ve stared at this rock long enough, waiting for it to show me the face of God.

It ain’t gonna happen.



OK, somebody help me move!!!



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Jun 30, 2010

Deja vu/ Why?

2 things...

My favourite piece here so far...
I’m biased to my own stories, I’ll never make a good mom :-P

2. This is actually many things, but connected, for me :)
Why do we so often leave our best chances as last resorts?
Why do we often take for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude?
Why does it have to be All or nothing for me, ALL the time?
Why can’t I do goodbyes?
Why am I being SUCH a girl????

(ok, so maybe this doesn’t really belong here, but, mwa ha ha ha, MY BLOG, MY POSTS)

Also, the hiatus on stuff here is intentional, for those who asked :)

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